sa politika
kung mangangampanya ka, huwag ka ala- diyos
(pag ako binoto niyo, sisiguraduhin ko na…. cheverloo)
kung tatakbo ka sa pagka pangulo for example lang naman…
huwag ka magbigay ng mga pangako na mapapako,
kase mahirap maging pangulo, wala ka pa kase dun sa posisyon
gawa ka muna pagbabago, di mo na kailangan pa mangako
saka ka na magyabang pag nagawa mo na mga proyekto mo
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mahirap sukatin ang isang tao…
kase nga naman, inde ka naman instant ruler haha
kumbaga, masama mag marunong ng sobra-sobra at
sabihing mayabang ang isang taong mas maraming alam kesa sa iyo.
Malay mo inggit ka lang dahil di mo alam yung alam niya, =p
O siguro ayaw mo ng tono ng kanyang pagsasalita
(ang hindi mo alam, ganun pala talaga siya magsalita)
At dahil sa mga bagay na hindi mo maipaliwanag
ikaw din pala, nababansagan ding mayabang…
Kya nga
mahirap husgahan ang isang tao,
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Tumatakbo ang oras, at hindi ka nito hihintayin.
Kailangan daw, matuto kang sumabay sa agos ng buhay,
kase may mga bagay kang magagawa at hindi maisasagawa.
Isang bungkos ng buhangin ang ibinuhos sa ‘ting mga kamay,
sa bawat butil ng panahon na dumaan sa ating mga daliri
Mayroon itong iiwanang bakas sa ating alaala.
And so college life began…
and then plates began to form.. … ….
and right before my eyes they start to multiply at an alarming rate.
(before you go on. yes, i am sane)
and I really want to run, to run faster than the speed of light…
and then sleepness nights occured…
I wonder how mr. laziness sneak in… but he is really a bad influence, you see….
ah, you must know what I mean.
and so a cycle was formed…
I don’t know when it will stop, i wonder?
hehehe… some of my unecessary thoughts.
is that even right???
sometimes I despise myself fot not being in action, to not be involved with the classroom’s swirl of problems and “issues”
I don’t have the nerve to pull the trigger and start the so called war… and help with whatever I can help with.
But it is actually not too important now. Why? hello, we graduated already… so whats the big deal eh? everythings fine, why feel so bothered now???
maybe because you could have done something worthwhile then….
Nobody notices, but maybe I do, just the fact I did’nt bother to point it out. Hell, it just too clear we get blinded by it.
Every now and then I get this little observations that can be get just by having a poker face and letting your classmates think you don’t give a damn.
Well, first off, some cocky classmates of mine… they act like bastards hell yeah to some people, yet they are admired by their little band of friends, to me, they are the ‘misunderstood’ poor souls. aww Well, they are not really it. They do pretend, for when you caught them without their defenses, they are just scared of getting stepped on or scrutinized if you will for their own reasons… yah, reasons, what kind of reasons??? dunno
that is one examples out of all… uh huh
I realized that everyone have this interesting defenses they have made. No wonder highschool is fucked up. coz of stupid hormones and puberty and PMS?? (hey, some girls have disturbing mood swings) and so on
There are too many factors to consider… Like one of my friends who told me that she is head over heels in love with this guy, however gets easily distracted with other things w/c I kind of pointed out. After some time she admitted that maybe it is not really love at all…. hehe I should have told her how she look like a fangirl who drools over her ‘target’ whom she eyes like a hawk kukuku
However, it is just to damn troublesome to write all this stuff
might as well write another time
ja ne
Did you ever believe the quote that if you reach the bridge you should go to the other side or cross the bridge when you get there..(or something like that??? eh, if I’m wrong, just tell…) It never made sense. And to think that we have our decisions and choices to make from the very beginning. It just don’t make sense. Well, it’s our fault we ever reach any shithole, the times we have turned left instead of right, maybe we should just start from there right? to what? –to make it right.
I’m feeling oh so uneasy. Graduation is very close, and the good thing is, we’re all graduating, hehe. Months ago I did’nt feel like a graduating high school student. Ha! While time is fleeting, I’m just thinking ’bout it. It was just four years, first year,first day, first friends, it seems like yesterday. Funny I went through it entirely too fast. Before I’m seeing college as a very far away place, next thing I’m already applying for my future hell.It sheds a new light, the word “college life” , which is very alien for me. (I’m sorry my blogs turn out to be diaries named blogs)I will become a first year again, the “first year”, is the ‘first’ everything. Haha funny I’ll become alienated again. It gives the jitters. wah! What am I talking about, I don’t even know if I’ll get into a university. This sucks. Somebody please end my suffering,…..
After a super long slumber, this creature arises from her grave. Welcome back kim! I miss you so much. Well first of all, happy new year to all of you. How bad my new year eve can be? Well, my limbs are complete but I didn’t get the chance to watch fireworks.(what a shame wah!) I wanted to go out so badly, my stupid neighbor threw fireworks at the front of our house I had run like there’s no tomorrow back inside. Then the time when almost all the creatures are awake I have been sleeping like a log. What a new year…
Now, this is what I really want to say, to my friend, Jeff(I know your somewhere there and might be readings this at th is moment) This is a not so secret message for you. (I think you’d figure that out)Anyway, I hope that are so called friendship would get….um..stronger, or whatever cheesy words you want to call it. For me we are really friends so don’t you ever ever asked the questions you throw at me every millisecond. “Are we really friends” and that kind of stuff. I’m just a not very good friend so deal with it. For 4 years in highchool, we have been classmates, what a record. You are my very first friend and enemy in highschool. We have a lot in common, though we fight lot and cried a lot and blah blah a lot. The times we want to kill each other? or the times we talked about our favorite games, movies and stuff. hehe, I really miss those times. Sorry for the other day for not answering the phone. The truth is that I know you called but I didn’t answer it the time when …..uh….. I can’t remember….. ahh…uhhh………………………….
Been a while… Sometimes I wonder when the time comes when my bestfriend and I already talk about all the things in the world considering it’s almost infinite. Well, I have this unwanted feeling. Cold, seems that though we are almost always together, she’s going somewhere I know that I can’t follow…Whatever it is, I tried to ignore it yet it’s eating me up. I think we need more space- the invisible one. When I was young I always think that interactions should always be just on the surface, something that goes w/o leaving a scratch, yet some things are just inevitable just like my friend who manage to get through the barriers. hehe. I gave a hint out (“she”), my friend’s a girl. Well, I always think that we are the best bestfriends ever made in this planet. We have lots in common, like we both love drawing though I think she loves it more than I do. For me it’s a pastime and a hobby, more or less it will be just that. We also have lots of differences. It is not noticeable, but we often fight over meaningless and senseless stuff. But I think we can manage, things are going smooth for now. Because I’m a big lump of pride and sensitivity, I hurt a lot, in a way that is not seen ’cause I take things too deep, sometimes too “not right”One of my friends _____ always gets the aftermath of my silly moodswings and sadly I always hurt him too. I say harsh things that is not given thought. I always repeat a chant in my head that says just shut up kim coz you’ll just make things worse for everybody. Then maybe I’ll find the right time to say the right words. Ha! always on the right side, I always think that it will make things easier., rather it makes things dull. I remember someone said that why not do a little evil for a greater good, i Thought of it ridiculous because how can you make a good thing out of bad??? But maybe it’s not always the case??? Somehow I always find myself doing sly things now and then. I am a highschool student, and deserves the highschool life. A little cheating did me some good, yeah I passed the sheets, but the consequence is high, my brain grows mushrooms… Well, this must be okay, I had enough bullshit written on this. Well, I guess writing the shit word lets out my piles of frustration since I can never use it at home. To whoever who reads this, I don’t care if my grammar is wrong, I don’t give a flying shit and I don’t give a damn. At times I let people speak and speak to let them know how full of shit they are. I guess imperfection is best thing that is given because if there is a perfect person, many people would try to kill him including myself, huff,huff, Whoever made the word perfect anyway? sue him.
can’t think vividly today? soory for the nonsense talk
Thinking too much is sooo unhealthy. Don’t you think? It makes me sick. It grates on my nerves I just want to stop thinking about it all. Friendship is something that comes unexpectedly, unplanned and you’ll never know if it’s for a day or a lifetime. But when it struck you, it will just get deeper until it reaches you down to your soul. You may get rid of it, or let it stay to grow. It needs tending, don’t waste it! When friends fight, think about it! Shit, I told myself not to think tooo much, it makes things more complicated I can’t understand it. Let’s just say true friends have special invisible links that will never ever be broken? True friends admit and tells you who you really are. If you are an idiotic, scatterbrained fool, then you are, let”s just accept the truth. (not pinpointing anybody ok?) If you don’t want friends, then don’t. Don’t show your true self, be the ice king or whatever, at least they’ll never know who you really are. Well, don’t gather rosebuds if can’t tend them, anyway, if you’ll do that, I would never stake out in your garden and be one of your so-called surface friends. I also think that people who had “I’m so great”written in their foreheads are fools. wonder why? Well, I don’t know- don’t ask me, you should know the answer by now, Anyway to people who think too much: your head might just pop. I won’t mind mine, it’s just full of gas.
